2005-05-14 - 1:30 p.m.
practice run... just in case i ever need it. (oh, brother...)
"...i love you. (you’re going to hate me for this). i’ve loved you for a long time. and the reason that i haven’t said anything is that i didn’t want to loose what we had. and the only reason i’m saying anything now is that i don’t want to be 50 and wishing that i had told you. and i realize that all this is probably irrelevant now. but i’m saying it anyway. we actually don’t even have to have a conversation about it. i just needed you to know. and in fact, i’d prefer that unless you think it is absolutely necessary, we don’t have a conversation about it. if nothing else, consider it the biggest compliment you’ve ever been given. i’ve never done this for anyone. that’s all. bye."
silly girl
